Where are you?

 I sit  here and count the ticks of the clock as time goes by. Another twenty minutes late, I start to cry. Constantly waiting, wandering why? What did I do 58...59...60,Where are you? I remember when we did nothing but veg. and play x-box. What happened, when did time become of the essence? You promised me together forever. So much for my happy ever after. I lay atop the freshly overturned earth and stare at the heavenly sky.Wandering what did I do? 58...59...60...where are you?

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If see the same things everyday

Will they still take my breath away?

If I were to live a thousand lives,

Would it make a difference if something died?

If I see a sunset perfect in color

Would I want to see another?

If I burn out like a flare in the night,

Would I regret not seeing the beautiful sights?

Green grass in twilight, moon light reflecting the dew,

But parallax gazer who doesn't view.

Each star stays the same until one day,

The glow of the star fades away.

One glow among many, who really cares,

Whether or not one start isn't there?

I'll miss you star and when your glow is gone,

I'll ask the moon to shine in your place until dawn.

In my eyes.

You don't know how I'm feeling.
I have yet to vocalize
Desire deep inside me.
Can you see it in my eyes?

I tremble when I think of you
thoughts I dare not write.
and I need you with an urgency
That I just can't describe.

Dare I reach out to touch you?
Do you think you'd realize
How much I want and need you?
Can you see it in my eyes?

I long to say, "I love you,"
But am scared of your reply.
Terrified like a child
I've become paralyzed.

The camouflaged emotions
Lead to pain and silent cries.
And yet I just can't tell you.
Don't you see it in my eyes?

Confessing through this poem
My dilemma summarized.
The feeling's quite lethargic,
But will lead to my demise